When I was a child I thought as a child...
May 5, 2023
BY CARON GONZALEZ
"Jesus replied, “Truly, truly, I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again."
The fact of life once you are born you start as a baby needing milk, this fact leads to understanding that also life as a Christian we also start with milk learning the basics of the gospel (Hebrews 5:12 KJV) as infants and eventually we are raised up in the mind as well. "And this is the Father's will which hath sent me, that of all which he hath given me I should lose nothing but should raise it up again at the last day." John 6:39 KJV.
Everyone must know it is a process to renew the mind along with the facts and managing it along with the truth of spirit too. Its a process being born-again in the mind, a child of God, and then to be raised up as shining vessels of light for the Lord's use.
Apostle Paul explains that, "When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me." (1 Corinthians 13:11 NIV).
I share my own recording of myself in 2017 in reference to enduring (in my opinion) inhumane attacks about enduring the cold, and the perverted spiritual attacks which I exposed at the end of my video. I am very overwhelmed, freezing in a car, and wanting to get warm but was taunted to use a scarf, jacket, a cover even down to the very sweater i was wearing in the video (which i also expose). All while being torments with perverted attacks upon my private parts all out of thin air. I was in the car alone to the naked eye!
The constant perverted attacks even to this moment as I write this blog I am being accused of thinking through my butt in which I am getting constant pressure up my colon. Lord Jesus puts is ..."“You unbelieving and perverse generation,” Jesus replied, “how long shall I stay with you? How long shall I put up with you?..." (Matthew 17:17 NIV)
Those that send that perverted attack upon me and anyone else that endures such attacks ....the attacks are sent by unbelievers!
So where did I reason like a child in the video?
Where I expose the perverted attacks, I called it RAPE. But it's clear Im in the car alone and tormented. Im all by myself. I just didn't know how to explain what was happening to me...
[[[To be as accurate as possible I was getting alot of vibration on my viginal area and get accused of arousals, fake 'in-love' emotions to men (even worst sometimes to women) I don't even know....even organisms emotions ALL out of thin air!
-Which leads that the attacks are satanic (prince of the air).]]]
Being raised up in Christ I understand now it was a perverted spirit attack upon my sense below from unbelievers.
These are other statements I would and still speak as rebuttals to my enemies attacks....
-'only the husband has athority over the wife and visversa, in which I'm not married to anyone! No one has the right to curse me flesh with lesbianism/ or call men to rape me! And the same against my son Bruno.
-i also try to enforce the facts, there is literally no one naked upon me humping me or insterting in me, that I am in fact fully clothed and no sex is happening?
- another perverted attack I suffer is viginas in my face and the smell of other women out of thin air, by the preachers wives! They want me to eat them from the air! It's nasty and satanic! Bible calls it shamefull
The other attack I get accused of a penis head, at some point I'm accused back to a vigina head and a man inserting his penis into my mind to hump out my mind from my brain. I've suffered all these from those mega churches ....I'm in torment!
I wail I go to their churches to get saved not cursed!
'Not bearing false witness': I try to enforce no one is naked upon my face I don't even do oral sex yet my enemies are sooo satanic they force their hatred perverted attacks upon me still! I'm like facing death daily!
They force me to be in pain daily, I remind them christians are supposed to STOP the pain and heal the sick, but many churchs prefer the wrath lots of snakes their churches.
They laugh at me all day
They get a thrill to destroy my life daily
I'm not even allowed to have rest I'm in torment to go to sleep and wake up in pain.
I'm tired of them all
I command I'm NOT even a member of any of their churches
But all still hold me captive for pain, taunting, oppression, suffering for fake sin from other people, threats of death and rape
I know it starts with supposedly people in your house, but when I went to many MEGA churches for refuge they sided with my satanic relatives instead because their rich in the world.
So now they all run like my cousins , perverted and satanic!
I hate this but I'm literally living this out!
In closing, I pray no-one's journey is like mine, it's been 7-8 years later, and I am still afflicted. The REAL Lord says his testing is only 10 days (Revelations 2:10 KJV), Amen!